Saturday, November 27, 2010

My life and my story.

I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU YOGGNU!



your going down,
published by Brigid Chia
12:18 AM

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Sunday, November 21, 2010

My life and my story.

what should i do? i cant do much about it and yet i really hope to find more solutions to make it the way we want it to be. it is so difficult living in singapore.. i'm thinking twice to move out to another country. why i dont want to leave singapore it is because of my parents. they arent very young. i need them. i cant live without them either. i just want to do my duty as a daughter to take care of my parents when they are old.

sigh.. i really hope that this thing doesnt manipulate my mind so much. because of this it is creating problems.

all i know that ive to believe in God and pray that things will some how comes its ways around.



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1:02 AM

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Saturday, May 01, 2010

My life and my story.

being cooped up in my room isnt going to solve anything. i know that. the word how i exactly feel is. i'm feeling neglected. because i'm being neglected. i feel pain and sadness in me. and i dont like tormenting myself feeling this way. i wish to look at the bright side. but i cant i just need someone to convince me and cool me down and stop thinking about it. carrying all this sadness will not do good to me. i dont know..but he's starting to lose me.. if he doesnt holds or grabs me tightly. i'll go.



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9:13 PM

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Friday, April 30, 2010

My life and my story.

i shouldnt have started the relationship too quickly with him. so much complications especially when he needs to go to msia when he hasnt got his pay yet. i know he's very upset about it and wouldnt want to meet me as he's afraid he'll upset me too. seriously be it whether i met him or not. i'm still just as upset. even though he doesnt want me to think too much or feel angry about him. what's the point? i still think even more. i just want him to put his pride and ego down and just accept my help.

it's not that he is not meeting me upsets me. he upsets me when he thinks so much. he keeps inside himself so much. even if he shares it with me. he's still doesnt want my help because i'm his gf. when he's like that. it makes me feel so helpless and useless. i would definitely want him to be happy.. but he just takes all the suffocation to himself. i cant help feeling upset for him. i dont even know how i'm going to face him on sunday. when i dont feel like seeing him either. what am i going to do?

there's no one can talk to me. when i'm feeling so down. no one even bothers to listen to me. i'm feeling so upset..



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11:32 PM

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Thursday, April 29, 2010

My life and my story.

hi people,

i'm back after for many months. or maybe nearly a year i havent update.

well.. i dont care.. and that's not my main point that i want to say.

i would love to show off to the world that ive got someone important in my life after for 6 and a half years. but yet i cant tell. how upsetting.

it's not easy.. to accept, to love, to understand and lastly to be in a relationship.

its easy to accept people who has pure good background.

but its not easy to accept someone who has a past that has bad happenings or something happened that no one expects.

i know the way i think is stupid.. or maybe i say things stupidly. but accepting another one u try to love, it isnt that easy.. it's easier to be said then done. last time i only knew how to get guys and throw guys at the same time. but because.. ive got no feelings for them. even if i did. i had some points to think which part i dont like about them and i forget them very easily.

but whatever it is.. i have to take things slow and easy.. and let it pass a day at a time.. maybe it will heal.

sometimes i forget.. that's why i dont think much about it. but when i remember like now.. i feel.. upset, worried and many things that i cant explain.. so confusing..

hope things would be better when time comes.. things just happened too fast.. and no one will know what will happen the next day.

ciaos everyone. and good night.

(i'm not perfect either, and i'm really glad someone who can actually accept me for who i am.)



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1:09 AM

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Monday, August 10, 2009

My life and my story.

greetings to all.. be it whether you're reading or not. ok anyways ive alr found a job. and i'm working nearly a month there. no stress no nothing.. working there is to pass my time there to complete my WDA bond thing. have no choice..

anyways my purpose of being here is to express my feelings and my thoughts out. today.. while as usual working.. i saw a customer.. i dont know but he kept staring at me. i felt shy. lol. and i dont know why. but after he left i just felt a very deep impression towards him. why did he stare at me so frequently. felt really awkward though.. oh well.. it's nothing.. but i'm being curious that was there anyone felt the same way as me. like.. u've never met that person before.. but u feel like u know that person so much more than that?

but is nothing anyway.



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Thursday, June 25, 2009

My life and my story.

would never expect myself seeing one of my ex-colleague in lido today.. never seen him for 2 yrs.. he didnt chnaged much. but he said i did quite alot.. he mentioned about someone who used to be special towards me already leaving the company and continuing his studies.. talking about him to my ex-colleague made me feel awkward.. and brought back nice memories about him.. when we said our goodbyes.. i felt my heart floating as if the feelings came back towards me again.. but it was just a tiny bit.. but inside my heart i still know i miss him.. but just that bygones are bygones and we always have to go ahead with our lives and step forward. and forget about it..

still remembering that he was the one.. laughing at myself now that he wasnt.. just maybe no luck in such stuffs.. and he didnt want it.. so i didnt force him.. (dont get the wrong idea anyway.)

currently.. reading the book called new moon.. reading and flying head over tails cos of the story book and made me fell in love with the character edward cullen.. duh.. lame.. but however.. i just wish that i can meet one person that's right and perfect for me in every way.. just one.. and the one.. is so hard to be found.. sadly right? oh well.. just feeling down today.. hope i'll be better tmr.. shouldnt be mesmerizing about him too much. it's not healthy.



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Saturday, May 16, 2009

My life and my story.

after losing 4kg.. i become very VERY SELF CONSCIOUS. scary.. not like myself at all.. soo afraid to gain back the weight ive been having for years.. and now since ive lost weight ive been very careful with my eating diet.. and i want to slim down more! after for years AT LAST IVE LOST WEIGHT! oh well.. vainity...



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Thursday, May 14, 2009

My life and my story.

seriously I CANT WAIT TO GET OUT FROM THE CLIFF.. (not any normal cliffs but i meant the restaurant) cant stand working in there.. feels so suffocating.. don't like the treatment i get.. everyday going to work feels so demoralising and unhappy.. just don't like the dept i'm working.. and everyday is afternoon shift.. cannot stand it.. no rotation at all.. 52 more days and i can say.. PROUDLY I'M OUT OF CLIFF!



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1:25 AM

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Sunday, March 22, 2009

My life and my story.

i thought it will be all over once he leaves this place.. in the end what happened? he was finding for me last few days and even asked my supervisor where am i.. yes i did go to work but he doesnt know i'm doing midnight shift.. i dunno why he has to find me.. totally forgotten about him when he left.. now when he's finding for me.. i feel that stupid feelings back.. shit.. and now.. i keep thinking about him.. shit.. i think i miss him..



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Monday, March 16, 2009

My life and my story.

ok.. i know my post is sure to be boring.. cos ive got NO pictures.. so sorry to that cos i dun have much pictures to upload.. AND.. i take pictures yet i don't have it myself.. soo.. here's the thing i want to post.

like..

FUCK! I NEED TO WORK 3AM IN THE MORNING ON WEDNESDAY! AND AND... MY FUCKING WORK PLACE EXPECTS US TO TIME IN AND OUT WHILE WE'RE EATING! gosh... we're slaves to these devils..

THE WORSE WORK PLACE IVE EVER BEEN TO..

so no worries pals.. i'll never invite friends to join this company.. definitely not.. i don't reccommend this place to anyone else.. unless u want to suffer go ahead.. ive been suffocating here for 9 months... what about a yr? ok ok.. endure for the sake of the stupid certificate. thank GOD i can change depts.. if i stay a place too long like, in pastry i'll definitely rot..

simple meaning is.. i dun like working at this shit dungeon hole.. a place u can never have future with..

TO BE INFORMED TO ALL,
i'll be flying off to bali on the 29th march and be back on the 3rd of april.. so miss me alright? =D



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10:52 PM

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Friday, February 13, 2009

My life and my story.

the more he treats me nice.. the more i like him. i dun wish this kind of thing to happen. my friend said this to me.. cos he's married and he knows he cant get me.. so he treats me really nice. actually kinda true about it.. but i dun want this to happen. he is leaving.. and he expects me to be there on his farewell party.. i'm not sure whether i'm attending. i really wish to go.. i see how it goes.. oh well.. i'll miss him..



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Sunday, February 08, 2009

My life and my story.

should i go or not go? he said it's a must for me to come and be free on that day. or else.. i'll never get to see him again. shit.. i'm so gg to miss him once he leaves. sigh.



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Thursday, January 22, 2009

My life and my story.

believe or not. someone told me this yesterday. "you give me the feeling that i shouldnt get married so early." if he werent married. maybe i could accept him.. BUT NO! ok seriously it does freaks me out.. and i cant stop thinking about it! i cant stop thinking how special he treated me than how he treated the rest of them.. i feel so wrong getting close to him.. this is horrible. VERY HORRIBLE.help! if he didnt say that to me i wouldnt be like this keep thinking about it everytime.

seriously. he shouldnt say that sentence to me at all. shit.



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Thursday, November 27, 2008

My life and my story.

I PASS MY TP LIKE AT LAST!!!! after 2 failed attempts.. oh well.. at least i havent give up and it's a big relief after spending 3000++ for driving.. no more spending on driving lesson alr!! other than that it's all my own.. hehe..



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Sunday, November 16, 2008

My life and my story.

ok.. feeling much better alr.. after for being sick for 3 days.. ok i deserved it as i went to zouk on wed night than went to attica at clarke quay and went newton to have supper and reached home ard 6am. well many things happen.. saw many people. such coincidence and everything. my goodness. ok firstly at zouk. saw arthur and his gf. and than jovin and me saw edmund. left zouk ard 2am and headed to attica danced and drank soo much of vodka lime till 4-415am.. than headed to newton to eat.. which the girls dint eat anything except drink some juice. and guys were eating.. went home after that..

felt sick the next day but wasnt as bad.. soo went to work on fri morning.. couldnt take it within half a day i stopped. and took mc.. had high fever sooo badly till saturday morning i recovered.. thank god if not i cant work today. furthermore it's my boss last day of work. oh yes.. bought lots of toys for my nephews and nieces. practially are all the same.. cant help it.. cos i'm damn budget. hehe.. went to eat out with jovin.. aww... got to work with her together at last.. suppose to work with her ytd.. but i cant cos i was sick! damn sickening i tell u..

anyways still feeling unwell.. have yet to go lots of drinkings with colleagues and friends.. sorry cant attend cos i was or i am still sick. so i'm still recovering from my very horrible flu..

oh yea forgot to mention that. the whole damn main kitchen knows i took mc cos i was out on wed the whole night! omg... seriously thanks to chef eric to spread the news sooo fast that everyone knows... omg... so embarrasing la.



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11:06 PM

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Thursday, November 06, 2008

My life and my story.

oh hi everyone. i guess it's time for me to type something down after for many months. or maybe a month or two. i'm not sure. oh well. ive been ok i guess. i'm just very upset with my driving.. it suck. seriously suck. i failed twice. how disgraceful. it's shit shit shit!! i'm so angry when i think about driving and stuffs really felt like giving up. i'm unable to concentrate about driving. ok heck about it. talking about it makes me damn pissed.

about work. it has been ok. i'm already confirmed as a staff in the place i'm working. having fun and stuffs. but sadly my boss will be leaving soon. which is real soon. like on the 16th nov and ive yet to go to bbdc to top up my boss a/c. -_- such a lazy bum. he even stays in bukit batok also.. have been made fun of by many chefs.. they really like to disturb me.. omg.. how annoying.. one will always call me hot. and because i'm hot i spoil their fridge or spoil their air con. -_- omg.... sooooo crappy.. and because i'm there. he will always ask everyone else to call engineering as i'm there.. ya ya and my boss calls me darling.. how ridiculous.. even in front of my big boss. omg... sooo embarrassing.. ok at least i'm having fun at work.

even though i'm serious at times which mistakenly thinking that i'm angry.. when i'm not. cos i wana do my work with no mistakes and stuffs. omg.. crazy crazy.. oh yea.. did i mention in my blogg saying that i went to zouk on one of the wed for ladies night. which is mambo celebrating louis farewell party? oh well i went there and had fun. lots of things happen. and yes.. i'm not suppose to say it here. want to know the details. meet me up and i'll tell u the story. haha.. and yes. went out to a restaurant and wala wala with ping and feli.. had fun with them. took loads of pics. but.. thd pics i have is in my lappy. so ive yet to transfer it in my hard disk. ytd went to wala wala again with jovin.. and ate supper. omg.. we ate SOOOO MUCH! omg.. everytime gg out with jovin.. i'll sure grow fat. i did slim down ard 2kg i guess. but in no time. ive gain back my original weight again. haha.. yepp..

so somehow ive summarized everything.. so i guess u all will be updated on how or what ive been doing these months.. have fun overall. wish to have more dates like i use to in the beginning of the yr.. but than.. ive got no time with this kind of shit.. anyways i'm kidding.. i'm not interested in that. i rather catch up with my friends.. and keep talking about each other's lives. =)

take care everyone and goodnight. =)



your going down,
published by Brigid Chia
11:38 PM

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Saturday, October 11, 2008

My life and my story.

What Your Playing Cards Tell About Your Future

Right now is a time of warning and caution for you. Your emotions are currently tied to changes in your home. You may be receiving a visitor soon or changing your address. Your closest friend always can cheer you up... whether it's through flattery, funny stories, or simply just being there. The near future will bring you a passionate love affair. And this love affair could lead to something very serious. Beware of some very bad news. This may mean the loss of someone close - or the loss of a close relationship.

You are the Sense of Touch

You are a highly sensitive and easily moved person. You love to get as close to other people as possible. Human connection is very important to you. You are also likely to be an animal lover who loves animals as much as humans. In fact, you like almost anything soft! You have expensive taste in clothes and furniture. It's all about the fabric.

You Can Definitely Spot a Liar

Maybe you have good instincts. Or maybe you just have a lot of experience with liars. Either way, it's pretty hard for someone to pull a fast one on you. You're like a human lie detector.

You Are A Little Scared of Commitment

You're open to getting serious with someone... though you can't entirely imagine it. Maybe you haven't met the right person. Maybe you haven't gotten to the right point in your life. Your reaction to commitment is very normal - especially if you're young or have been burned before. Give it time. You'll probably be ready for a serious relationship sooner than you think.

Your Bedroom Personality: Healthy

In the bedroom, you are open, honest, and giving. You are the ideal partner in many ways! Anyone is lucky to be with you. You see physical intimacy as an opportunity to grow and connect. You are up for experimentation, but you don't require it.

You Have a Fairly Strong Willpower

Temptation doesn't get the better of you all that often. If you set your mind on a goal, you'll do your best to achieve it. And while you don't have a perfect record with willpower, you do okay. If you fall off the wagon with something, you're usually not off the wagon for long.

What Your Workspace Says About You

You are generally fairly organized, but you have occasional slip ups. You find keeping organized challenging. You are hardworking and driven. You have an excellent work ethic. You enjoy your job and don't feel guilty about how much time you spend working. You have a good balance between work and your personal life. You are still trying to figure out your ideal career. You could quit your current job on any given day. At work, you tend to be an extrovert. You enjoy working with other people and drawing people into your work space.

Your Attention Span is Medium

Your attention span is just about average. You may think that you have a short attention span... But being distracted is something most people struggle with. The most important thing is that you're aware that your mind wanders. If you find yourself daydreaming, you can usually snap out of it. It may be tough to concentrate at times, but you can do it... if you want to!

You Are a Little Negative...

You can be negative from time to time, but you rarely go overboard. You have a realistic view of the world, and most people appreciate your honest insights. Like everyone else, you have your darker moods. But when you're feeling super negative, you keep your feelings to yourself.

You Are an Okay Listener

You try to be a good listener, and usually you are. But some people are just so boring and difficult to listen to! Your mind tends to wander during some conversations. You are likely to space out a little or try to change the subject to something more interesting.

You Are a Salty Person

When it comes to snacks, you're more likely to grab a bag of chips over a bag of cookies. There's a good chance you're male (men prefer salty snacks)... Or at least, you feel very comfortable in male dominated environments. Your taste tends to be complex, sophisticated, and adult. You tend to crave your favorite restaurant meal... or mom's cooking.

Your Independence Level: High

You are extremely self reliant and autonomous. You are definitely into doing your own thing. But you also wouldn't turn down help if you needed it. You follow your own path, but you don't do so blindly.

What Your Taste in Music Says About You

Your musical tastes are intense and rebellious. You are intelligent... but in a very unconventional way. You are curious about the world. You love doing something new. In fact, you enjoy taking risks and doing things most people would shy away from. You are very physical. It's likely that you're athletic, but not into team sports. You have the soul of an artist. Beauty and harmony are important to you.

Your Body's Element is Water

You are a joyful, relaxed, and luminous person. You love people. You live for making new friends and helping others. You are enthusiastic and the ideal person to work with. You don't mind doing hard tasks, and you have a generous spirit. Your energy tends to be: conserved You power color is: black

Your Risk Taking Level: Medium-Low

You'll take a risk if you have to, but you prefer to err on the side of caution. If something looks like it's going to work out, you may just go for it. But frivolous risks like gambling totally aren't your style. You prefer to have as much control over your life as possible.

What Your Feet Say About You:

You are pretty average in your expressiveness. You can express yourself well, but you don't always want to. You are a somewhat passionate person. A few things get you very fired up, but you're usually pretty laid back. You are an assertive person at times. You'll pull out all the stops to get what you want, if it's worth it. You take a while to fall in love, but once you do, you stay pretty attached to your partner. You are not afraid of anything. You are brave and courageous, even when most people would be terrified. You are very practical and down to earth. You're more concerned with action than thoughts. You are a fairly hard worker, but you are also a little spoiled. You like indulge yourself every now and then. You are easily influenced by other people. You're quite impressionable, so you should only be around people who are a good influence.

Your Personality at 35,000 Says...

Deep down, you prefer spending time alone to spending time with others. You enjoy thinking more than talking. You are good with your place in the world. You are confident and comfortable with who you are. Your gift is having good ears. You are naturally musical, and you pick up foreign languages easily. You are inspired by what is possible. Real life is often too ordinary for you. It's very easy for you to feel happy. You can find peace with any situation.

What Your Front Door Says

You have simple tastes. You like the classic basics, especially when they're done well. Lots of space in your life is very important. You don't like physical or mental clutter.

Your Slogan Should Be

Brigid. Champagne for the Brain.

The Keys to Your Life

Anything good that comes in your life will come from your own self reflection. Don't rely on other people for advice. They will harm you more then help you. Anything bad in your life comes from sinking to the level of those around you. Remember to lift people up, and refuse to participate in anything petty.

What Your City Walk Means

You are adventurous and easygoing. You love life, as long as you don't have to do anything hard. You are very outgoing and friendly. You feel very comfortable in a crowd, and you can get to know anyone. Money is fairly important to you. You aren't super greedy, but you enjoy spending money on yourself. You tend to be organized, logical, and methodical. You're so efficient, people often wonder how you get so much done.

You Are Fairly Normal in Love

When it comes to love, you have fairly normal ideas and expectations. Your relationships and ideas may be a bit quirky at times... But you see love the same way as most people do. Why You Are Normal in Love You are normal because you rather die before your romantic partner. You are normal because you first fell in love when you were 18 or younger. Why You Aren't Normal in Love You are abnormal because you believe people only have one soulmate. You are abnormal because you don't believe a long distance relationship can work.

You Belong in Generation Y

You fit in best with people born between 1982 and 2001. You are cooperative, flexible, and adaptable. You know the world changes quickly, and you're eager to change with it. You are socially responsible, forward thinking, and open minded.

You Are Disturbingly Profound

You're contemplative, thoughtful, and very intense. Taking time to figure out the meaning of life is a priority for you. Because you're so introspective, you often react in ways that surprise people. No one can really understand how you are on the inside... and that disturbs them.

Your Thinking is Abstract and Random

You are flexible, adaptable, and creative. There's many ways that you can learn - and you're up for any of them. You relate well to other people, and you do well working in groups. You can help people communicate together and work with each other's strengths. You don't work well with people who are competitive or adversarial. You prefer to work toward a common goal... not toward conflicting goals.

your going down,
published by Brigid Chia
8:27 PM

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Wednesday, October 08, 2008

My life and my story.

feeling very exhausted as i dint have a good sleep last night.. 1am in the morning my sis knocked on my door saying fire fire.. my whole block electricity was cut off.. had to go to work in darkness.. no heater no nothing.. at my house area the fire was super huge.. dint know how bad the fire was till i reached home today.. thank god all of us were alright.. almost had a heart attack last night.. felt shaky and everything.. couldnt sleep properly.. omg.. damn sleepy.. shall sleep soon.. good night everyone..



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Wednesday, October 01, 2008

My life and my story.

went out with arthur to church on sunday.. too bad dint go out with him for dinner cos i had to celebrate my sis and nephew's bday.. anyways in my blogg i said i miss dominic right? dominic is my nephew.. dumb dumb.. oh yea.. arthur.. the balloon u made me on sunday.. i meant for my sis or nephew. within 2 minutes is gone! the whole thing was deflated.. and where's my balloon? and when's my next time? =P anyways it was nice of u.. making balloons at the playground for kids.. haha.. =) made me experience something different.. =D



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Friday, September 19, 2008

My life and my story.

saturday, sunday, monday, tuesday wednesday, thursday, friday and saturday than to my off day sunday.. so it means.. 8 more days of work to off day. duh,, ann jie, louis and me have been complaining to each other about those people we dislike.. haha.. but still we've got to work with them.. anyways not to worry.. i'll never step into this place once ive graduated and not stepping into this line anymore..

anyways.. had a good meal ytd.. and it's free! jacqueline from the cliff cooked 2 plates of lobster spaghetti.. yum yum.. shared with chef ruben and that louis got the whole plate to himself! -_-

oh well.. quick quick quick.. i want my off day! anyways.. call me or msg me when u need me, want me but dun use me.. ok whatever shit i'm talking about.. just leave me a msg in my phone is the best.. so i can reply u properly.. sorry people.. i'm lazy to type testimonials.. writing in my blog is like a torture.. hehe..

i'm glad to see him at work today.. once i see him.. oh man.. my whole face started to brighten up. sigh.. it's so sad i dint talk to him that much... wanted to talk so much to him abt my work.. but too bad.. just to see him and talk to him i alr feel like flying.. haha..



your going down,
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8:27 PM

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Monday, September 15, 2008

My life and my story.

to think of it.. it really pisses me off.. a leopard can never change its spots.



your going down,
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Sunday, September 14, 2008

My life and my story.

sometimes my heart feels soo broken..



your going down,
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12:01 PM

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My life and my story.

i'm feeling very frustrated, upset and awfully disappointed.. i'm frustrated over my work.. work hasnt been all good just because of a colleague.. a total bastard.. ok my last off days were wed and thurs.. and guess what? my damn fucking off days is this coming mon and tues.. and ive to work 11 days straight in the morning! bloody shit.. and next 2 weeks is my next off day! i'm feeling extremely exhausted and tired today.. if it werent for chef ruben, susie and louis.. ann jie and me wouldnt have coped.. and bloody hell today is a fucking saturday! put me and ann jie just the both of us in the afternoon? soo damn ridiculous.. furthermore i'm just a trainee and i know nothing much still.. all he does is to complain! a seriously lazy bastard! all he knows is just to talk and say negatively about everyone else except himself.. i hate this kind of people's attitude.. think the best of himself and never thought for anyone else. damn fucking selfish idiot.

i'm very disappointed with my results.. cos ive a stupid E in my damn result slip! so what if ive got a GPA of 3.09.. seriously is no big deal.. and i got a dumb E! i'm sure it's during EC period.. that teacher can ask him to go and die.. he dint even bother picking our calls and dint even turn up for 3 weeks! sow hat if he's sick! he just dint have any voice that doesnt mean he cant msg or email us right!

i really have no idea is this is gg to be my future.. i cant take it.. it's stressful and ive been losing weight especially this week! i hardly eat dinner when i'm at work.. i have no time to eat and i'm too busy doing things..and i hardly spend time with my family and i hate it soo much.. i miss dominic alot.. omg.. everything is just rushing into my brain..



your going down,
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Saturday, September 13, 2008

My life and my story.

Your Ideal Relationship is Serious Dating

You're not ready to go walking down the aisle. But you may be ready in a couple of years. You prefer to date one on one, with a commitment. And while chemistry is important, so is compatibility.

You Are a Natural Flirt

Believe it or not, you're a really effective flirt. And you're so good, you hardly notice that you're flirting. Your attitude and confidence make you a natural flirt. And the fact that you don't know it is just that more attractive!

Your Birthdate: June 28

You don't just believe in love at first site - you've experienced it. You develop crushes pretty easily, but keeping your interest is another matter! You are very prone to love - hate relationships. Number of True Loves You'll Have: 1 Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 6 You are most compatible with people born on the 1st, 10th, 19th, and 28th of the month.

Your Personality is Very Rare (ESTP)

Your personality type is dominant, driven, poised, and self-aware. Only about 5% of all people have your personality, including 3% of all women and 6% of all men You are Extroverted, Sensing, Thinking, and Perceiving.

Your True Love Will Find You Eventually

You definitely put yourself out there a little - but you could be doing more. If you're truly looking for love, try doing more things and meeting more people. You don't have to actively look for love, you just need to stay active. Be out there a little more, and the right person will find you!

You Would Do Most Things For Love

You are willing to go pretty far for love - but not far enough to compromise your core values. Love is a priority for you, and you'll go further than most people to hold on to someone you love. But killing for love? Or even taking a bullet? Probably out of the question. No matter what, you love yourself the most!

You Should Be With an Earth Sign!

Your best match is a Taurus, Virgo, or Capricorn Why? You like your guys to pamper, wine, and dine you Not that you're a gold digger, you just like the finer things An Earth Sign will go all out to woo you - and enjoy doing it And you'll never find a more trustworthy or loyal match!

Your Love is Based on Friendship

For you, chemistry doesn't really happen without compatibility. Companionship and openness are the most important parts of your relationships. Whoever you love should be your best friend. And falling in love with a good friend is never out of the question. Why your love can last: You only fall for people who you truly understand... and who truly understand you Why your love can fail: Sometimes you don't admit how important physical chemistry is to you

Men See You As: An Attainable Challenge

You know how to make your man crave more of you But you also know when to show some interest back You're good at keeping your guy guessing And over time, you'll let him know how you really feel

You'll Find Love at School or Work

You're ambitious, and you won't let dating get in the way of your goals And that's why you'll find love at school or work... because you're always there Shy about dating someone you work with? Don't be. He'll be perfect for you. Just make sure to go out and have some fun together every once and a while!

your going down,
published by Brigid Chia
12:08 AM

Past, present and future.




Saturday, August 23, 2008

My life and my story.

You are Ready to Date Again

If you're not out there already, you should be. Your ex is long gone from your heart, and you are ready for another relationship. Any guy you meet gets a clean slate - and no emotional baggage. Congratulations, you've gotten completely over him. Now, on to a better guy :-) It's time for you to start dating! Post your photo and profile on a bunch of personals sites. Before long, you won't have any more lonely Saturday nights.

What Your Driving Says About You

You are generally an easy going, laid back person. However, you can't help but feel a little jealous and competitive sometimes! You are always increasing your awareness of the world around you. You are a life long learner. You'd like to think you're a fair person, but you occasionally think you deserve a special kind of justice. You are a calm, peaceful person. You realize that arguments are only temporary, and you try to give people the benefit of the doubt. You have mixed feelings about authority figures. You understand their place, but you believe their power needs to be in check. You are somewhat focused, but you are also a bit scatterbrained. Distractions can get you in trouble. You are a very responsible and conscientious person. You often consider the feelings and needs of others. Your ego is normally in check, but sometimes you get a bit egotistical. You tend to be a little self-important at times.

You Are Picky When it Counts

Like most sane women, you want a great guy who will treat you well. But you're also willing to put up with a few flaws in your Mr. Right You should congratulate yourself on having a realistic approach to dating. You probably have quite a few great guys you can date!

You Are Left Brained In Love

Cool and clearheaded Tend not to get swept away Dependable and trustworthy Able to look at thing objectively Honest and direct in relationships Rely on standards when picking a man Good at solving relationship problems Ready to compete for your sweetie's heart Articulate, a good conversationalist, and witty Think overly romantic displays are a waste of time A few serious boyfriends as opposed to many flings Notice all of the details about your guy - good and bad

You Don't Need a Man, but You Want One!

You like having a guy in your life, and overall, you prefer not to be single. You won't go out with a guy out of desperation.. you rather be alone. However, when you're single, you do tend to obsess a little over dating. Because no matter how good your single life is, it's better with a great guy around.

You'll Find a Boyfriend Within 3 Weeks

You're out enough to meet plenty of guys And it shows, because a few are interested in you Even if you haven't meet the right guy yet He's standing just around the corner :-)

( i seriously think is crap shit..)

You Are Friends With Potential

There's a little spark going on here, no question about it Will this develop into a hot romance? Look to your guy friend for clues. Does he flirt with all his female friends? Or are you an exception? If he's giving you special treatment, you've won a part of his heart already.

your going down,
published by Brigid Chia
10:25 PM

Past, present and future.




Saturday, August 09, 2008

My life and my story.

i miss him.



your going down,
published by Brigid Chia
8:34 PM

Past, present and future.




Wednesday, August 06, 2008

My life and my story.

u know certain things is such a coincidence.. abit too coincidence sometimes. anyways change to another dept this week monday actually. i miss people in the garden alot.. well i wont be working with them anymore. but shall visit them sometime whenever i can. something has been gg on in my mind.. well whatever it is.. tmr conitnuation of orientation day and on friday.. saturday work than sunday off.. and next week sunday off.. oh yea.. got rid of my moles today.. omg.. soo painful till i teared la..



your going down,
published by Brigid Chia
9:44 PM

Past, present and future.




Thursday, July 24, 2008

My life and my story.

seriously.. i see many of my friends.. not really close.. but still friends.. are getting married.. they have a kid.. or they're pregnant now. OMG! is seriously freaky.. me myself no bf no nothing.. just concentrate on work.. like all my other friends are doing.. gosh.. being married and tied down.. no.. not now definitely.. i'll die.. even getting myself a bf will make me die.. i dun wana stuck with some guy for a period of time when there's no thinking of marrying each other in future. see how it goes ahh.. best is being single.. i'm still taking my time seeking for the guy i like.. well.. it takes time though.. it takes time..



your going down,
published by Brigid Chia
10:18 PM

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Wednesday, July 23, 2008

My life and my story.

certain things should be left unsaid. haha.. many things happened.. soo yupp.. shall not say too much in here.. anyone miss me? hehe.. congratulations to me.. i'm losing weight and i should lose more.. head's spinning like mad.. and tmr i'm off again.. will be back to work on friday.. till next friday than saturday off. -_- whatever it is.. i shall enjoy my last week in the garden before proceeding to the bakery section.. i'll definitely miss the guys there.. aww.. in the garden.. haha.. they're really nice and sweet. =) gotta go.. ciaos.. lazy to continue.. haha.. miss me? message me or call me.. haha..



your going down,
published by Brigid Chia
10:12 PM

Past, present and future.




Saturday, July 05, 2008

My life and my story.

well.. this is my third day of work alr.. ok first day was an orientation supposed to be 3 days straight.. but there were too few people soo it ended up only one day of orientation.. soo ok.. nothing much on the first day came back home a little late cos it was delayed..

2nd day.. was in the morning shift.. nothing much to do.. got to work too early.. like shit.. not that bad.. i got to know people in the garden restaurant.. they're nice and stuffs and ya.. wasnt used to the restaurant's theme and everything cos it's health conscious dining and stuffs.. anyway.. it wasnt as bad as jovin's.. cos ive nothing much to do.. and all i got to do is just to learn.. that's it..

anyways.. 3rd day.. was also ok.. nothing much to do.. and i'm in the afternoon shift till night.. got to see my supervisor for the first time. not soo bad.. doesnt talk much.. she's ok la.. but still nice.. she even waited for me to change and everything and held the door open for me.. and yes.. before that i had to climb over the soo called fencing.. but it's a wall.. pillar.. whatever it is called.. cos the customers are there.. and our exit is the way out where we'll pass by the customers which we cant..

pretty amazed that everyone had to climb over it than we can get out of the place..
soo funny.. but they were nice to help me out.. almost sprain my ankle if one of the chef dint hold me.. haa.. but it was a good experience.. tmr i'm off so yea.. shall rest well and i need to rest well cos sunday i'm like.. in the morning shift? soo yea.. nothing much though.. anything call me msg me.. if wana meet up with me when i'm free..
haha. ok anyways ciao guys..
sorry ar.. my paragraphing sucks.. cos i'm tired and i just came back home not long after work..



your going down,
published by Brigid Chia
12:05 AM

Past, present and future.




Saturday, June 28, 2008

My life and my story.

just wana wish myself a happy birthday. thanks to all who had wished me happy birthday through my phone, my friendster comments and through my msn. thanks alot! =)

feeling dreadful that i'm another yr older. i dunno.. feel that birthday's are really no big deals. i'm just older. and getting older and older.. i love being the age of 18. had lots of fun and stuffs.. i'm 19 next yr i'm 20. omg.. i feel that a yr past is seriously quick! when i'm 21. i'm graduating in shatec.. whoo.. cant believe it. seeing myself in my twenties give me the creeps.

well whatever it is.. thanks to people who remembered my birthday! =)



your going down,
published by Brigid Chia
1:15 PM

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Saturday, June 21, 2008

My life and my story.

today's the last day of school in shatec. =( sadly a year has already passed. and i'm going for attachment in Beaufort Hotel. instead of starting on the 7th july i'm starting work on the 2nd july. how dreadful is that. i really hope that i can off days during weekends. =( sigh.. yesterday signed contract in beaufort hotel with jovin. but in the end. both of us will be in a different dept. soo sad.. she would be at the cliff i would be in the garden spa restaurant. sigh.. only the first 3 days during our orientation we'll be seeing each other. just hope that i dun screw up anything there. hope i'll do well and be good during my 3 months probation.

took a picture of myself wearing the chef uniform in the garden restaurant. actually not be taking the picture.. but jovin helped me. so here it is..



and than took pictures with kevin, rant, charlyn and fel together today. sooo yupp.. our last day together.. hope we all will meet up together sometime. =) dint get to take picture with the rest.. well.. next time i guess.












your going down,
published by Brigid Chia
7:24 PM

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*//myself.

*/Brigid Edith Chia.*
*/Single.*
*/Was in C.D.S.S from 2002-2006.*
*/Currently in Shatec.* =)))
*/Diploma in Pastry & Baking. (DPB)
*/Working in The Sentosa Resort and Spa Beaufort Hotel*
*/Birthday:28 june '89.*

*/WANTS TO OWN A CAR!*
*/Blog when i feel like it.*

*//pictures with my love ones.((:

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